black and white, blue and yellow, pink and red

Friday is the day, The day is Friday.

How does something so amazing, so extremely satisfying turn awry? It never fails, not saying its not possible for something to stay the way you'd like but the odds of that happening aren't always the best. Sometimes I just wish people would look past the selfishness, look past the bad, look past anything that can get in the way of your happiness and just live for once. All I would like is to live without the stress without the judgement without a care in the world. I'm the type of person to put everyone's life before mine and boy does that never work out as planned. its like you care so much you'd do anything just to keep these people full of joy ( the look in someones eyes that you make happy ahhh priceless ) but most times in my situations people take advantage and instead of wanting me in their life they feel like they need me and I never want someone to need me its a way better feeling to truly be wanted.

Well LIFE you've done it again, you've thrown me the biggest bone and you expect me to eat it :/ not that bones are that satisfying but ya know... who really cares. All I know is that I'm going to take on anything life throws at me and I will never give up because what fun is that. I just really need to work on the stress part man does stress really take the fun away.


ps. no stress, just live.

where do we go from here?

Happy Me Day :D

Happy 19TH Birthday to Me!!!!!!!

I'm lost, somebody help.

Go To The Light

What's life without the ability to move to the light? Living in darkness is what many prefer but what's really in the dark but sadness, madness, confusion, and evil. Why live somewhere you know you will never grow? I've been told everything happens for a reason but for some reason I just don't believe being unhappy or mad is a process we have to go through. We were created with all the love in the world but where did it all go? It's like people forgot like we all grew but did we do it with all the right forms of life. Are we missing out on something that could really change peoples lives forever. So many questions but not enough answers. It's crazy how we've birth geniuses yet some of the simplest questions are still unanswered. What are we really living for? Life of happiness or pure evil?

There can be a difference, right?

When it comes to love how come you're always too young? I understand parents and others don't want to see you get hurt but you can't expect people on the outside to understand what's going on inside you know. That to me is a big reason why relationships fail and people rarely get married and if they do divorce isn't far behind. Instead of listening to everyone and their experiences listen to your heart and what you want to experience. I love love and I wouldn't let anyone come between the happiness I get with that special person.

Am I just a naive little girl, waiting for a dream that only happens while you sleep?